so i think its gotten worse over the last week like idk im sitting there chilling with everyone and i look around and once again feel like the odd one out and im sorry thats the worse feeling ive ever had in my life. its like im stomach sunk to the bottom of my body and like my WHOLE mind set wow im lame. like and i think it reflects on everyone else like Terry got mad at me and thats not going to stop any thing that actually kinda made me wanna beat the shit out of him for the sheer fact i cant help that i get that way like it just happens like it not like "Oh im going to feel like shit about myself now" no its like "Oh wow im alone........" like idk man this is killing me on the inside and i think its alittle worse than it was before because of reasons ive all ready blogged.
idk like im just tire of my life being so shitty most of the time. Im lonely, i got fire/layed off, and im that kid that hangs out with everyone and is ALWAYS stag like that the all around worst part im like .... MEH!
ima save the rest of this for another depressing blog.
Saturday, November 8, 2008
ok so im there....again.
Posted by thatsrightblakesaidit at 4:55 AM
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Blake, going stag isn't a bad thing. that just means you can go and grab girl's asses without anyone caring!
we need to find you a lady,
but sitting here all depressed isn't gonna make it any better.
you don't like it when you're sad,
i don't like it when you're sad,
no one likes it when you're being sad.
i understand why Terry was being a dick kinda though,
its so frustrating when someone who you really care about is depressed and you want them to get out of it, but it's all in their head and they refuse to do anything about it.
just...try. that's all i can say. think of us as best friends;
all us 6 kids you hung out with last night. don't think of us as couples.
especially 'cuz Alex and Cody don't do anything PDA-ish, Haley and Terry are...gah, and Kara and i are lesbo's.
i'm sorry if you think we rub it in your face, but if i didn't care about you, then i wouldn't be trying this hard to cheer you up.
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