ooo girl shock me like an electric eel

so its christmas time and im going insane i had a good christmas but my little brothers are hear and im about to shoot someone in the fucking head i cant leave hints why im sitting here writing a blog but idk its horrible there both greedy little kids that get everything handed to them on a silver fucking platter i hate them and i may act like i like them or i may tell you i like them because at that single time in there persents there ok but theyve been here for three days i keep getting this feeling that im going to shoot them in the mouth with a shot gun... yea i know thats how bad they are i gotta go my parents are about to leave and i gotta watch josh so he doesnt like set the house on fire.

my reply to an old blog

so yes terry i read this and it may have been a long ass time since you wrote it but i doesnt maker really if you must know alex told me about if you must know

i think we were good friends for a while but it got to the point of use become to much like each other and personally im glad we stopped being friends i seriously dont want to become anything like you im not ok with your enormous ego it started to start to get to me because i gradually started to act like you and it dawned on me that i need to stop hanging with you when i called someone to chill (and for the record im not going to say any names because thats fucked up) and they told me that they wouldnt hang out with me anymore because i actted just like you and they werent up for dealling with that type of shit and that was my reality check and so i went back to my old self with out the black and the greasyness and now im extremely popular and i own that to you but at the same time ppl seem to think im like you but im not and i feel that i dont need that reputation well see in a few monthes but im not to sure i like where im at and i like my little click of friends and that all that matters to me at this point in my life

-blake

alex wiggins

your so fucking amazing... im getting so sidetracked right now like im talking to you through my textting machine lol so yeah whats going on seeing as how you think im writing a blog about you lol im bout to get off here and text you again cause well.... you know im awesome

... im lame

so ive come to the conclusion that i rushed into something that i shouldnt have and now i know that it was basically me being retarded like idk she interested in someone else which isnt a really big shocker you know. i feel im getting back to that numb state where nothing bothers me like im an emotionless person i dont like it. it causes me to be a huge dick to the people i love. i just dont think i can stop that feeling for a while so if i do end up pissing/offending you im sorry ahead of time i just dont think im going to care enough when it happens that ill feel the need to say im sorry so yeah there it is....

wow that was a dick paragraph idk like it'll be a year January 18 since ive had a "real" g/f wow thats lame ...


im out people are over for diner

fresh-ness with a spin, i dont have to plug it in

wow i really haven't blogged about my love life in a while that's a first lol it seems like this is my only way of getting rejected, out of my thoughts; in my blog where i get to go back and read about it. in some sick way its like medicine.

so I've grown a liking to that cool chick i talked about last time and you know shes dope shes the only straight chick I've ever met that likes Grind-core which is fresh but yeah I'm going with her to the dove street light thing tonight (and it was made perfectly clear last night that it cant be called a date) which is ok like i just like her for the most part and i thought id give the date thing a shot and shes still going like so it cant be the end of the world which is ok cause in the past I've come to realize i rush into things all to much anyways its cause I'm lame lol.

Oh and on that last blog i really didnt mean for Katies name to be cencored to Fatie lol like in my head i meant for it to say fatey like im just dumb and replaced the "K" with an "F"

i think ima wear a sweater vest today just because im fucking awesome

Wow The Problems That [Arise(sp?)] .

so ok lets give some WARNING before i write this if you are mentioned in this blog im not "bashing you" im simply stating facts that have happened in my life that have occurred since my last blog thats it nothing more. My name isnt Terry Hart i dont "bash" people in blogs that homosexual....lol but the names have been altured so i dont get in problems from the school for writing about someone or whatever i dont care i like to blog that really it


Now in the past i was friends with a girl name Fatie Nandley ok she was just to much of whine whine whine so i stop hanging out with her and i grown a shear dislike of her and so i says some things that shouldnt have been said but what ever its words they'll be forgot ok so i made a "fat" joke about Fatie and OMG its the end of the world right like i can admit im a BIG dude right well i feel i have all the room to say what i wish to about fat people and it doesnt bother me if you feel to make a remark back to me about my size go for it like really i call my self BODACIOUS like if that doesnt SCREAM i can laugh at my self i dont know what does you know and so Faties all mad at me which doesnt bother me at all you know i fucking HATE her shes DISCUSTING but whatever you know. And her other DISCUSTING friend Blexis Breenburg who i also dislike A LOT is all making a fuss about it and i really dont care about her shes sicker than the other you know and now my i guess used to be friend Sarah is mad at me about making my remark and you know what i dont care she can be mad at me all she wants like i dont care.

Now on better news i meet someone new this week
like i knew her before but like not like know i knew of her thats it to make things short shes dope her name is Alex Monzon (sp?) idk lol Her Kara and i are going to the HH and Tickle Me Pink show on thursday which is dope


any way my next blog was supposed to be all about my friend Alex but i started this one and just remembered that so ima take a rain check and do it next time