happiness has set in...for now

so a lot has happened since my last a little more depressing blogs
im happy...

and its all because of a curtain someone which whom i like; like "like like" if you understand my fifth grader talk lol

idk like im not dating her idsk i guess you could say were talking or at least the what everyone else calls it.

like she makes me smile and not like oh thats funny smile like when i see her like it makes me feel like warm inside (in the good way) and like idk if she likes me back and im a little sketched about that like if this were to be one of those things where im just an idiot with a crush and the girl thinks im ok but not "what shes looking for" like ima go back to that veggitative state where i shared no other emotion other than sad.

but i know it'll prolly end like that because shes gorgeous and im just MEH.

like i wouldnt be suprised tomorrow shes not at work like she says and she goes to homecoming with someone else ... something like that is bound to happen like shes to good to be true you get what im saying


idk im happy for the most part untill something goes wrong

thank you you for makeing me smile :) for at least a short amount of time